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it's been fucking FOREVER since i updated. geez.
lol so anyways.
lets see whats been up. hmmmm
Dropped outta school...
moved back with my mom
drama with the exes
GED test in 8 days
BIRTHDAY IN 7
lots of alcohol
not enough bud
no new car yet
looking for a job
possibly pregnant
beach trip
LA trip
good friend left for the marines
other good friend going to iraq
mmmm thats all i can think of off the top of my head.
i hope you guys have been good. ill try to comment some of you.
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[22 Apr 2007|05:09am] |
soioooo eceryone needs to add me on myspaceeeee
yes...im ffuddrunk
blag
i have tge hiccups!
www.myspace.com/candiixocunt
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[14 Mar 2007|03:53am] |
ew....
i ahte not beng able to sleep!!!
and especially when theres no one to talk to =[
if any of u are up im me!!
or anytime...
xovanitykillsxo aim
bruisedxpristine yahoo
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[14 Feb 2007|04:43pm] |
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Valentines day can go die.
basically.
my bestie is my valentine this year me and her are supposed to hangout tonight and be fatties and watch movies.
Collin asked me to be his valentine...i just went, hmm....waited about 5 minutes and told him about how my nose itched.
im pissed at him first of all, for saying whatever he said to anthony that now we dont talk AT ALL...wich sucks cuz i actually liked him, when i thought it would be a long ass time till i actually liked someone. blah. collin is dumb...hes being one of those dumb asses where if he cant have me he'll try his best to make sure no one does. and thats bullshit because he basically won cuz there was oly one guy i really wanted right now...and now we're not even friends cuz of cocksucker.
and i just realized i never told the story. so here it is.
Friday night we had a party. mikey is one of my boys and he was there and my drunk ass accidently told him about the bullshit with collin tryin to hit me. so he got PISSED OFF and said next time collins there to point him out and hes gonna kick his ass. whatever i shrugged it off.
well i guess earlier that night i messaged anthony on myspace and told him to call me--
well i didnt know he was at collin's house...
so i get a call and it says collin. so im like wtf?? and i answered already all irritated and all they keep saying is yo jsut told me to call you blah blah never mentioning..oh hey this is anthony btw. so i handed the phone to mikey so he could atleast talk shit to collin, then i left the room.
couple minutes later mikey walks out and tells me he's coming over and theyre gonna fight, and i didnt trip cuz i figured it was just gonna be collin and nick coming over and mikey would handle both their asses. well my sister started freaking out so me n her got in a big ass argument. she went inside and i was waiting outside to tell collin to go home cuz my mom made mikey leave until collin came and left. and corbin and a couple other boys came out and said they didnt want me waiting alone cuz they dont trust collin cuz of last time i saw him. so whatever im standing there and i see 3 guys walk up..and when they get closer i noticed anthony was with em so i got kinda nervous cuz anthonys seriously jsut fuckin insane. and when they came up colln was asking for evan and i didnt want them hurting him sice he didnt do shit. so since collin was ignoring me i pulled anthony towards me and i started tleling him evan had nothing to do with it whatever and my mom said somehting to collin so he went and was in the middle of the street and then alyssa comes out and tells me shes leaving shes over breanna and nessies BS, so i asked what happend and she said they were blaming this all on her, so i went inside more pissed off then ive ever been cuz that girl has been here for me more than anybody. and i saw brea and started yelling at her and in her face n shit and she got all nervous and tried to hug me and say she wasnt blaming her but she went out there and apologized to alyssa? so when i got out there i told my mom to let me talk to anthony so she went an was talking to collin, well me and anthony got everything figured out and were jsut sitting in the driveway bullshitting, and my mom and collin went inside im still not sure why, and anthony goes,"yea i figured i wasnt gonna get to smash tonight so i figured id just kick someones ass." and like at first i was joking and i told him, well if there wasnt so much drama going on you know id be all for it...and so he sat there for a second and hes all wtf? lets do it anyways, and omfg he seriously looked so damn hot agh, so we couldnt go inside cuz everyone was in there so we went in the garage and ughhh ommmmg he is fuckin hot and amazing and jsut omg [ask for more details if you want em]
bt yea so we're in there and idk how long it had been but my phone starts ringing and it was my mom anthony told me to ignore so i did like twice and the third one i answered and i told her we were talking and we'd be out in a minute. so she calls again a few minutes later and says nicks looking for anthony and collin took off when he heard me and anthony were somewhere together. so we just stopped and decided to pick it back up some other time, and nick and anthony went to look for collin. well the next day collin was bitching at me for hooking up with anthony and i guess he got mad at anthony too and they argued about it...but now...like seriously anthony will barely talk to me if at all. and we were fine afterwards till collin got pissed. ughh i seriously hate boys. blah
anyhoo
happy fucking valentines day.<3
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[08 Feb 2007|02:09am] |
vicodin tastes quite yucky when u put it in your mouth to swallow it...
i hope one will still do the trick cuz i really would not like to taste that again but i like the ditzy feeling, woo woo.
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[07 Feb 2007|12:22am] |
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[05 Feb 2007|02:53am] |
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Fuck...
its so weird how songs can bring back SOOO many memories.
i was playing some old mix cd's me and my cuzin made yeeeears ago.
and one of em was one i made and it was basically all songs that either me and my ex liked...or some that had meanong from me to him or vice versa...
and i jsut started thinking about that whole time...and how much i honestly still love him, and probably always will, he is still to this day probably the only boy ive ever loved with all my heart and could really see myself spending the rest of my life with him, and if we wouldve never broke up, this year would be i think 4 or 5 years...it makes me a little sad. i havent talked to him since like xmas eve tho....but everytime id ask him...if he still loved me, hed always say he did and hes the only boy i always believe. yea theres been other guys since then...but NONE of them have ever had as much of my heart as he did, actually i dont think any of them had it all.
from day one everyhting always felt so right with him, i was always comfortable with him and could talk to him about jsut about anything.hes actually the one who got me into a lot of the things i like now, the reaosn i seriously LOVE to paint and draw,he got me to realize i was actually a pretty good writer,showed me lots of good music, the only thing i ever found wrong with him is that he was a pretty jealous person...but it didnt bother me enough to get over him...i miss him so much, and i miss us. maybe one day though...who knows. i hope. no other guy could ever take his place though, or even come close. he is amazing and always has been<3
btw these were a few of the songs, theyre really good and you should download em.
Led Zeppelin-thank you
Led Zeppelin-all of my love
Poinson The Well-Nerdy
Poison The Well-slice paper wrists
Poison The Well-Pieces of you in me
[any poison the well song really,he's the one who got me started with them and theyve been my fav ever since]
something corporate-space
Story Of The Year-until the day i die
A Life Once Lost-Almost Perfect But I failed
any song by everytime i die
Eighteen Visions-Dead Rose
A Life Once Lost-Why Do You Make Me Bleed?
theres more but i think thats good for now
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INSTRUCTIONS:
01. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
02. I respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal.
03. You WILL update your LJ with the answers to the questions. (Yes, sir.)
04. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
05. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions
Answers to ![[info]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) dressedtokill_x
1) how many drugs have you done? ive only smoked weed [but i hardly consider that a drug] and if u count randomly taking pain killers
2) roughly how many people have you slept with? probably like 8 or 9 ish
3) what is your favorite drink? Anything with alcohol =]
4) what is your fave song right now? right now its house of 1000 corpses by rob zombie
5) what color is your bed sheets? they are blackkkk
ew ok so i hate being sick. and im hungry arghhhhuh
oh and also...i hate when u purposely dont answer someones phone calls all day...then they call u from someone elses phone. ew.
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[03 Feb 2007|04:07am] |
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thats fucking asshole collin tried to fuckin hit me....seriously you dont even kno how fuckin mad i am right now and how bad he's gonna regret that shit.
fuck. im tired and i dont feel good.
sparks is basically amazing tho.
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[22 Dec 2006|02:29am] |
ilovethispicture
so i have[[daddy]] to pay a $545 fine then i can drive again. fuck yea. lol
havent been up to shit. except the doctors a lot and being sick, i almost passed out at my last visit to the doctor ew.
we had a party tuesday night, we've had others in that time but that one was fuckin fun. lots and lots of captain morgan and smoked a shitload of bud mmmm<3333
other than that, shiit hasnt changed much.
i found out my mood swings are due to being bipolar--ew. whatev
hmm i think thats all
no one ever comments.
blah
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[21 Nov 2006|10:47pm] |
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Friends only Sucka.
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The End.
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